Ally

Im out with ally, and have been for a week or so. But, im still not so sure i like him. Last weekend everyone came over to mines; Me, Shannon, Ally, Connor(not connor connor:L), Dylan, Kevin, Andrew and Gary. We were all drunk and i kissed Ally alot, and Shannon kissed Kevin alot. Gary spewed in my sink, up my toilet walls & broke a picture. My mum, as expected wasn't overjoyed. But all in all, id say it was worth it.

'Talk to me babe:*? What you in babycakes:*? Love you sweetheart:* xxxxxxxxxxxxxx<3' - Connor. Confused much?

Is it possible to convince yourself into something?

Save? Spend? Save? Spend?

I decided to save my money from work this week, but then found myself on internet sites, and now i have a whole bunch of stuff i want to buy! I love this necklace, its from Alice in wonderland. I confuse myself so much. Not just this but, i think i like Ally. Im not even sure, well he likes me. And i want to like him, but do i actually like him? Or have i just tried to convince myself into liking him so much that i now think i do?

Coffee Club 2

I went to my second day of work like i said i would and i'm glad i did. It was so much easier than the first week; quite boring but easy. I understood most of what people were ordering and managed to take everything to the right tables. The only thing was i had to work later & got payed less which doesn't make much sense to me. But i guess persistence really does pay off

Seizure & Shoplifting

Shannon took a seizure in maths today. Im not in her maths class but everyone started pouring out of her class and i took a minute to shout and ask Rose what was happening, but all Rose said was "Shannon" and thats all it took to make my stomach flip. I knew what it would be, and i wish i was there for her. Im the only one that knows what to do, and i wasnt there. Its the kind of thing that makes you feel sick, makes shivers run down your spine. She's ok. I knew she would be, but it didnt stop me wishing i was there.

Later on that day i went shopping with Emily, Rose, Rhona & Lisa. I had £80, with which i bought boots, 2 tops, a ring and lipstick. I stole things too, i have done before. But.. is that bad? I took moisturiser, kirbys, nail varnish & earings. I know i shouldn't have, but if i can get away with it, then why not?

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Theres always the guys you just cant help but like

Revise revise revise

Oh my god. Revision is all i can think about! When people told me i would have to revise a lot, i don't think i took it quite as seriously as i should have. I guess its just getting my head down and revising my ass off for the next few weeks.