Happy Happy Happy!

I am so happy! I'm now on study leave, well i should be at school for another 2 days, but i convinced mum that i should stay at home and revise, so thats pretty much me! I'm doing well with my revision for maths. Me and Shannon are really close now, but im trying to still be close with everyone else. They were bitching about me, but we're all gonna try and forget it, and just be friends. I'm still out with Ally, i'm still kinda confused about whether i like him or not.. i don't constantly want to see him, i don't get butterflies when i see him, i wouldn't even see him as that attractive. But when theres a slight chance of me losing him.. Thats when my stomach flips. I know i don't want to lose him. I don't understand myself if i'm honest, but i'm happy so i'll leave things as they are for now.
I started talking to Matt the other day. Well, he started talking to me. He told me all this stuff, and its strange that he still trusts me. I know i could still trust him with anything though even after all this time. I used to miss Matt so much, and its funny that now i don't anymore; thats when we start to talk again. But it's nice to talk to him all the same!
Its nearly summer too, and the sun's shining nearly everyday. The shorts & Shades are out! And everyone's happy!

Fame within Shame

Last Saturday, i was working like usual. I'm almost embarrassed, ashamed to be seen it the cafe. Its green, connotations of sick, illness.. and food? Not my idea of a sophisticated luncheon. Pieces of discarded bacon scatter the floor, the leaking teapots raining yellowish tea over the overused 'table cloths'. And yet, i returned from the kitchen to find Susan Boyle, sat in the middle of the cafe. I mean, she stays near me so I've seen her before and its not such an unexpected sight for the residents of West Lothian. But yet i nearly found myself cringing, surely she would rather enjoy a delicious lunch somewhere else? She certainly had the money now she was famous. But as my dad said, maybe thats my claim to fame; serving Susan Boyle breakfast.

French toast in the Sun

Its the last week of school before the Easter Holidays, which then follows onto study leave, so basically my last week of 4th year. The next time I return back to School, I will have experienced the stress of studying like my life depends on it, I will have experienced the worry of exams, and i will be returning to 5th year, to new subjects.
Its a Thursday. Lisa has been shouting things at me again. Pathetic. She's never actually came up and said anything to me, just immature words hurled over the room at me. But the thing that kills me is Emily chooses to sit with her over me? As does Rose. So yeah, I didnt want to spend my last week, spending 3 hours straight with her in my core classes. I pretended I was ill, but im not. Im happy. The first sunny days of the year are here, and instead of being in school, i made my first french toast ever which im now eating in the sun whilst reading my book. My idea of a perfect morning!