Is this what love is?

Lying watching a film cuddled up with Ally and I wouldn't have wished to be doing anything else in the whole entire world. I surprise myself at quite how comfortable i am around him now, how comfortable i am that i can do and say whatever i want with him and that's okay. It may be strange that the thought actually ran through my mind that i don't think I've ever been as at home around a guy as i am around Ally, except being around my dad. Of course that's a totally different type of relationship. But its knowing that your not constantly judged on your actions, that your imperfections don't bother that person. And it's funny, the things that used to annoy me about Ally... i just kind of except as him. And i guess i wouldn't want him any other way. I actually strangely feel sort of lost without him, after being around him so much in study leave, going back to school is weird. I don't realize how much i love him, even writing this now but when i face the fact that i could lose all this, my stomach flips. Its then that i think i couldn't possibly love him anymore, and yet everyday he proves me to be a liar.