So i had a nice day with Ally on Wednesday and we made everything up and had a good laugh. Then yesterday i had spent a lovely day in Edinburgh with my mum and came home and checked facebook to find tons of status's and messages from Bria, Allys ex. 'Bria<3' 'I love bria<3' Yady yady ya. Alot more than that. I don't know if i was more upset or angry. I've not cried that hard in ages, and now it seems kind of stupid but he did the exact same thing with me before he finished with Bria the last time and i couldn't help but wonder if that's what he was doing now? I spoke to him about it, he said they were nothing just pals. The same thing i said about Andrew. I spoke to her aswell told her that better be all they are! If i had seen her yesterday i would have punched her the minute i saw her, i couldn't have hated her more if i tried. But she laughed, she said i should be able to trust Ally, she said he'd never do anything to me. And now i feel stupid, as if i over reacted. Andrew understood where i was coming from, he always does. No ones ever given me better advice than he has these past few weeks and i really don't know what i'd do without him now.
But me and Ally have made up and i'm seeing him again today. This is beginning to feel like im round about with Ally. Going over the same things every day, every couple of days now. Love, Argue, Cry, Love, Argue, Cry..
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