Dont ever forget this night

Im writing this now because theres a good chance i wont remember everything in the morning. I think this is definitely a day i'll remember for a long, long time. To be lying next to your boyfriend and he's crying literally because you have the tiniest arguement, not even an argument but theres just tension. And he cries. That couldn't possibly have made me happier at that moment. Maybe thats sick that i'm happy when he's crying? But it makes me so happy to know that he actually does care. For him to whisper in my ear that he loves me and just cuddle me. For us to look into each others eyes and it not to be awkward at all. And all the time i had been wanting to utter the words 'i love you' but held back incase it was the opposite of what he was thinking. But he was exactly what he was thinking, only he was brave enough to say it. And i lay there and wiped his tears and i don't think i could possibly love him more. And i'm actually crying right now, because i don't think even i can believe this. I'm not sure i want to. But i think i might actually be in love with Ally.