Im so happy with Ally, i really am. And i hope we don't ever finish, i'd love to spend forever with him.
But that's unrealistic, i'm not stupid. Everyone leaves at some point. They die, or they move, or they no longer want or need you. It'll happen at some point with Ally. It scares me about everyone, but your family are more likely to stay. Maybe not because they want to, but your always tied together in some way. Ally only has to stay as long as he wants to, its like a string waiting to snap. One day that small tie that he has to me, will break. There will be no us. And maybe at the time that'll be for the best. But maybe one day we wont talk. I'll pass him in the street and we wont even look at each other. I'll know nothing about his football or his weekends. I'll no longer recognise his smell. Maybe one day i'll forget what he looks like. Maybe one day it'll be as if we never even met.
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