Good friends

So we finished. At the start he wanted me to stay all week. By friday, he couldn't care less. He couldn't tell me he loved me and he couldn't tell me he wanted to be with me. He didnt know. So i walked away. I love him. We're going to be friends still. We talk still. And surprisingly, im ok with it. Maybe we need some space. But he also doesn't want to see me with anyone else, and not that im planning to, but its bound to happen at some point. He's upset about Ben, he wants to kill him, and i want to tell him i love him, that he's worth a million of Ben. But telling him i love him isnt going to make it easier for him to get over me. Its strange, a years alot. A year is a lot of feeling to have gone through with someone and i will never ever forget Ally. I'll never forget how he made me feel, and i'll never love anyone this much. Ever.