Sunday, 5 February 2012

Do i love you? Do you love me?

I do the same thing with Ally over and over again recently. Its boring. I'm bored of this. He doesn't tell me he loves me any more. He pushed me away constantly. We nearly finished last night. None of us can see the point any more, we cant be bothered with it any more, there's nothing good left. But its almost as if both of us are too scared to end it. So we're still together. But I don't know if he loves me, and honestly, I don't know if I love him either. I love him, but I'm just not sure I love him in that way any more. I want to do things, uni and holidays, and even the small things; I want to go out for dinner, to the cinema. But he wont. And then he complains he's bored and I get sick of trying. I don't really know where we're going here or even if we're going anywhere. But lets give it another go eh.

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