Her life's in my hands

I have no one to talk to about this. I really truly don't. My mum will convince me to abort it, Shannon's there for me but she doesn't understand, how can she? I need Ally to be there for me right now and he is, but he refuses to talk about it. This is the hardest decision i've ever had to make in my entire life. There's no one to talk to, and there's no time, and its all my decision. No one else will make this decision for me. I have 5 days to decide on the fate of my baby's life. I have no idea what to do.