I cannot stop peeing! I've literally pee'd about 10 times in the last hour! Its unreal! I've decided I'm definitely getting an abortion. I'm doing this for Ally, but I'm doing it for us. I wouldn't want to be pushed into becoming a parent if I didn't want to, it changes your full life and its a step a couple should take together not either one of them being pushed. He had the respect to say he'd be there for me, and I should have the respect to take his feelings into account as well. I can see us having kids one day, I can, but there'll come a time where it will seem like the perfect addition to our relationship, and I don't think now's that time.
Jessica said yesterday she doesn't mind if she gets pregnant, she'd 'just get an abortion' she said it like it was so simple, smiling even. I didn't know whether I wanted to hit her or give her a cuddle. She's making the same stupid mistake I did, and she has no idea what's to come. Because it will come, she'll think it wont, it will though. I didn't say anything, I just sat in silence.
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