In too deep or not deep enough?

It feels like I've bearly blinked from the minute me & ally first kissed till now. It's so fast, 6 months has went way too fast. I sometimes wish we could just stop, just right here, right now. Just give my feelings a chance to catch up. 6 months is nothing, but so much at the same time. I feel like I'm choking sometimes. And yet at the same time grasping for more. I always want more, he wants more too. But it's too rushed. I just want to breathe for a minute. My dad said I stay with him too much, I give too much and that I should pull back and just see if he follows. See how much he's really into me. But the truth is im scared to incase he doesn't come and I just lose him again. I'm leading myself into heartbreak, I know I am and in the long run this is going to kill me. But i just can't help myself, only 6 months and I'm already lost without him.

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