Missing all the 'fun'

I think its the longing to be single. Everyone's out having sex with who ever they want, having fun, making plans. Although i wouldn't want to just have sex with anyone, i do miss kissing people. Its the uncertainty of it. Your not sure how they'll react, their unfamiliar. I would never cheat on Ally, but we were talking today and i he's feeling pretty much the same. I'd be up for letting him kiss other people. I mean you can only have one thing or another, a relationship or 'fun'. But maybe that's the best of both? He said he won't kiss anyone else though, i love that about him. I know he wants to, but i know he wont. He's told me he doesn't like someone else either. We both just want the best of both worlds i guess.